Sunday, June 12, 2011

Monday's Mourning Ministry I See Her... / Missing You ~Billy Ray



Monday's Mourning Ministry



I See Her...


~


Missing You




I See Her...



In the star, I see her twinkling at me,

In the rock, I see her stability.

In th’ white dove, I see her gentle ways,

In the river, I see her refreshing gaze.

In the rose, I see her bright, sweet smile,

In the lotus, I see her bright, fresh style.

In bread, I see her enlivening mood,

In the moon, I see her darkening brood.

In roots, I see her grounding influence,

In the owl, I see her sharp discernments.

In the breath, I feel her quickened presence,

In God’s beauty, I sense her sweet essence.


In Your creation, I am reminded

I’d still see her, ev’n if I were blinded!






*****





Missing You

A Mother's Lament for a Son

~Billy Ray Cyrus


(video by TeriAnn Sargent for her son,

Jarred Steven Sargent 3/19/1984 - 11/5/2010)



I live for the phone

I die for the mail

I took your picture

right off the nail

And put it right by my bed

So I could see you instead

Of the darkness of night



I hold conversations

with you in my mind

They only tighten

this knot deep inside

And the aching won't end

'Til i hold you again

If I only survive...



Why did you have to go

Why am I missing you so?

One heartbeat at a time

I'm going out of my mind

Missing you...

Missing you


I started a letter

I stared at your name

There wasn't a line

that didn't echo my pain

There was no sound at all

With the slow lonely fall

Of an unspoken tear.


Why did you have to go

Why am I missing you so?

One heartbeat at a time

I'm going out of my mind

Missing you...

Missing you


Life may take us

In different directions

But I'll always end up

deeper, deeper

in my true affection


Why did you have to go

Why am I missing you so?

One heartbeat at a time

I'm going out of my mind

Missing you...

Missing you


Missing you...

Missing you


Missing you...

Missing you


Missing you...

Missing you


Missing you darling

Missing you baby


Missing you...

Missing you



"I sometimes hold it half a sin

to put in words the grief I feel

For words, like nature

half reveal and half conceal

the soul within."


My heart hungers

for my son


This is how it feels

when the sacred is torn

from your life...

and the

'dark night of the soul'

becomes your constant

companion







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